Monday, February 1, 2010

Practice teaching in Cagayan High

                 When i was in 3rd year i was so jealous of the fourth year BSE students wearing with them their beautiful and glamorous Practicum uniforms. They looked so intelligent with the way they used it, then i told myself, "I will be wearing those uniforms too". Now that I'm already with that ambitious dream i had, I realized that being with that uniform, you should be prepared and be armored with lots of strategies in teaching. Because that beautiful uniform that I've been wishing for is accompanied with a lot of sufferings in teaching. With that uniforms, we should be ready to face of whatever it may cause.

               Being in Cagayan National High School for a month and almost for 2 months, i developed my confidence in teaching and proved that i can do better than what i expected to myself. All has been said to that school, before we marked our footprints in Cagayan High Schoolwe were all told to look at our self. Meaning, we should all behaved and must be equipped with all the strategies and techniques in holding a class. At first, i thought i can not do it, because i am a kind of person who hates a lot of talking to many people. I hate being criticized and I love being alone. Sad, but that's the fact. So from that very moment, i questioned my potentials and asked, "do I really like teaching?", "Can i be an effective teacher?" but everything turned out to be successful through the help of our Almighty Father. I entrust everything to Him for i know I can not meet all the demands in school.
               Our final demo doubles my sacrifices in doing my roles and responsibilities as a practice teacher in the said school. I can not imagine myself being in front of high level and armored teachers. What if they will not like me? What if they will criticize every work that i give and every talk that i utter? Many "What if's" came in my mind, i am afraid to whatever the result of my final demonstration will be. i'm suppose to be happy and relax because it will be my last day, the last day of sacrificing but i can't help myself to feel that way. All those things washed out when we begun to pray, and thanks God my agony was successful. I didn't attain this achievement without the help of my cooperating-teacher who is Mrs. Priscilla Trinidad, i dedicated all this to her. if she will read this someday, i just would like to emphasize my ever thankful to her, for being so patient. THANK YOU, THANK YOU AND THANK YOU!!! and so with God and to my parents who's so very supportive  to me all the way.

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